Let me give you some life changing advice. When you think something is easy and you are going to breeze through it with no problems , take you r fist and as hard as you can punch yourself.
As easy as we thought the ordering of the "goods" was going to be it turned out to be pure hell. And papers magically disappeared and got lost in the land of never received faxes. After hours of trying to find the mysteriously missing papers, the donor you want has been sold out of the ICI. All you have left is something you know nothing about. After a phone call the the DR and hours of waiting for a call backing wondering if this is even going to happen. Doesn't anyone understand this is your heart on the line. A baby... something I have wanted for so long now. Do they not understand the delicacy of time here. It may seem silly to be stressing about donor number 1864. But after you read everything about this unknown person you find yourself envisioning 9 months of waiting 4 hours of a painful child birth and .05 seconds to fall completely in love as soon as that tiny little being rests in your arms. But as luck would have it more aggressive and might I say organized lucky people thought the same thing and bought all his juice. But I guess sometimes things happen for a reason. After a short search later new sperm was found and its in the mail... Fed Ex style.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Dont bank on it
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